andrew_mellon

andrew_mellon @ 2007-11-14T16:18:00

2007-11-14T21:18:52Z

i'm ready to be done with school.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-10-29T22:01:00

2007-10-30T02:03:47Z

things are looking real good for me right now. i'm really close to having a girlfriend, but knowing me, that will get fucked up sometime this week. i've been doing everything that i've been wanting to recently, and that is all i really wanted in the first place. i need to get a fucking haircut, and figure out what i'm going to be for halloween.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-10-28T11:19:00

2007-10-28T15:22:19Z

i actually called the boston sweep in the world series before the playoffs started, way to go red sox.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-10-25T19:08:00

2007-10-25T23:10:57Z

ruiner was fucking amazing. last night was easily the best night of my entire life. i don't care if i'm forced to operate on 3 damn hours of sleep, totally worth it. modern life is war was better than they were last time, but i'm still caught up on ruiner. anyways, i'll say this again, don't be afraid to call me up to hang out. which reminds me, 4 day weekend starting tomorrow!

andrew_mellon @ 2007-10-18T20:59:00

2007-10-19T01:01:31Z

RUINER IS ON WEDNESDAY. i think i have one more spot in the car, if you want to pay gas money, you can come. i'm also trying to hang out with someone this weekend. some of you guys should call me, it's been way too long.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-10-01T21:56:00

2007-10-02T01:57:56Z

as of right now, i won't be seeing any of you guys for a really long time. not that i see you anyways. i just thought i would let you know.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-09-16T12:15:00

2007-09-16T16:16:36Z

school sucks, i'm done with working, i beat skate already, i finally have a weekend where i can hang out, and i see like 3 people. shit sucks.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-09-05T22:00:00

2007-09-06T02:03:01Z

my nights are turning into something that is past my retention. yet i keep doing it. i don't have to think about all the things that make me disgusted of the man in the mirror. i told myself i wasn't going to keep trying to forget, i told myself i wasn't going to work all the time, i told myself all these things that just fucking evaporated. so from now on, im sure the weekends will turn into ellipsis'.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-09-02T10:43:00

2007-09-02T14:44:35Z

i have the worst judgement in the world. i need to finally realize that girls aren't all they're worked up to be. i'm trying to work more hours, i don't give a fuck about having any free time. i need money. anyone who's trying to hang out, let me know.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-09-02T00:30:00

2007-09-02T04:31:06Z

well i'm single again. of course. fuck, i don't even give a shit anymore.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-08-30T23:05:00

2007-08-31T03:07:55Z

where the fuck have my friends gone? i can't remember the last time i've hung out with someone different in weeks. i haven't seen james, david, jim, john, matt, anyone at all, in probably about a month. this is probably my fault, i'm such a bad friend. so if any of you guys are looking at this, call me up and we can figure something out soon. i'm tired of working, i'm tired of school, i'm tired of not being worth a thing. i wish i could give a shit about my life anymore, but i just can't.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-08-28T23:00:00

2007-08-29T03:02:04Z

school sucks, work sucks, time sucks, being 16 sucks, life sucks. i have no time for anything at all. between work, homework, school, sleep, blah blah, i don't have any time to catch my breath. i'm already tired of school, i'm ready to move on with my life.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-08-26T16:14:00

2007-08-26T20:17:49Z

summer's end is something i don't mind, with the way it played out. i got to visit adam, that was awesome. it was good seeing him, and me and nick got to hang out on the road trip. im going over to sarahs right now, and we're watching a movie. i don't mind the fact that school is tomorrow(wow that's weird to say). my schedule sucks, and i work a lot, hopefully i'll figure something out. that's it for now, im straight up chillin.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-08-22T13:39:00

2007-08-22T17:45:57Z

summers almost at an end. once again, im not caring, just realizing. i met a girl that i think is amazing, but then again im a sucker for a pretty face. we'll see how that goes. i almost want school to start, i need something to fill my time with. this job i have isn't important to me at all, i cant wait to get rid of it, but its money so that's all that matters. someone ask me something

andrew_mellon @ 2007-08-19T21:49:00

2007-08-20T01:51:49Z

the last couple of days have been pretty monotone. except for some bitch on ebay bought my used ipod for 500 bucks. what a fucking idiot. anyways, i cant believe adams gone. i miss the shit out of seeing him all the time, no homo. things are so different and school hasnt even started yet. hopefully things will start feeling more normal, because i feel real out of place right now.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-08-16T22:20:00

2007-08-17T02:23:01Z

new job, i dont mind it that much at all. i almost like it. maybe because i dont have to do shit, i dont know. anyways, im gonna start working a lot more now. and schools around the corner. some fucked up shit went down the last couple of days, but i mean, its whatever. the past is in the past, no point in fucking with that shit now. i just have nothing to live for, but im too young to die.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-08-13T22:19:00

2007-08-14T02:39:08Z

id be lying if i told everyone i havent changed over the last couple of days. and i just realized that. i stopped caring about everything. i dont give a shit about what happens to me anymore, and where i end up. i also have another job now, which means pretty soon my life will mean nothing more than just school and work. i took this summer for granted. and this is what i get.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-08-12T23:47:00

2007-08-13T03:50:41Z

i hate girls. all girls. thats all i have to say about that.

on another note, GFB! finally played a first show, and it was amazing. everyone was hyping it, and it couldnt have gone any better. thats the first time ive been genuinely happy in i dont even know how long. anyways, second show didnt go so well. we kept getting pushed back and pushed back until we played at 9, then a neighbor complained and we got through 2 songs. fuck that shit.

im finally home, after a few days of being out and about. im just glad to not have to bum money off of anyone anymore for a while. its bound to happen again though...

im done.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-08-04T23:49:00

2007-08-05T03:49:55Z

GFB! show was cancelled. GFB! show was cancelled. GFB! show was cancelled. GFB! show was cancelled. GFB! show was cancelled. GFB! show was cancelled. GFB! show was cancelled. GFB! show was cancelled. GFB! show was cancelled. GFB! show was cancelled. GFB! show was cancelled.

that was all that ran though my head this entire weekend.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-07-30T22:23:00

2007-07-31T02:25:03Z

i dont even know what i want anymore. except for nothing to do with girls. i wouldnt mind that. im too confused right now for that shit.

GFB SHOW FRIDAY! all of you better show up. thats all im looking forward to, whatsoever.

this whole job thing is pissing me off. i dont get a car, until i get a job. ive applied at seriously, about 8 places. and no one has called back. its rediculous.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-07-28T17:32:00

2007-07-28T21:37:32Z

im home, and im glad. things have changed since i left, and im not sure if i like it. my friends dont seem like friends, im starting to make better friends with other friends, everythings changing. oh well, ill get over it. i have my license, its overrated. i need a job so i can get some cash flow. sometimes i get in the weirdest moods, i dont know what to do with myself. i want school to start again. most of the time im sitting at home, by myself. its not fun. i dont even know why im writing in this.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-07-20T15:46:00

2007-07-20T14:48:46Z

well im in ireland right now, and it fucking sucks. it rains here so much, and everythings incredibly expensive. but im only here for 3 more days, so its not too bad. im glad im about to come home, mainly because i have so much to come back to. i finally get my license the day i get back, and i get my car. i have some leftover money from the trip(as of right now) that im going to start saving up for an iphone. i got some cool ass shoes and 2 awesome shirts here, among other things. i havent really kept in touch with anyone since i left, but thats not my fault because i dont have a phone. anyways, i hope everything goes back to the way it was before i left. thats pretty much it for now, call me on the 24th.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-07-05T23:25:00

2007-07-06T03:29:57Z

well, today was my last day. i hung out with a couple of people( j-fress, dakzor, and morgan), and i wouldnt have traded it in for anything. thanks guys.
ive been thinking, and maybe things arent so bad for me. i'm going to fucking ireland for 3 weeks, and i get to get away from everything. a lot of people wish they could say the same. i have friends that care about me, and i couldn't ask for more. sure, i dont have a girlfriend or anything, but fuck that, i dont even care anymore. girls are a dime a dozen, and its just more stress on me.
well, it's been real guys. call me on the 24th.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-07-02T20:02:00

2007-07-03T00:04:14Z

just got back from duke yesterday, i had a lot of fun playing lacrosse all day and hanging out with friends. i only have a couple of days until i leave for ireland, who wants to hang out?

other than that, nothin really is going on. im just bored with myself.

andrew_mellon @ 2007-06-24T18:25:00

2007-06-24T22:27:23Z

show on saturday got cancelled the night before, i was mad. oh well. we still have a show tomorrow, at james house. if you werent planning on coming, you should anyways.

ireland's right around the corner for me, im really excited. or, i was. now my parents are talking about moving us back to atlanta. i'm not really trying to have to meet a whole new set of friends. oh well, life sucks. good thing this isnt permanent. yet.